Sometimes…
I wonder if I’m just lying to myself.
and even though i have something important to tell you…
I WANT THIS. WHY CANT I HAVE THIS? IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK? GEEZ. why do i have to be a freakin girl. I NEVER GET EMOTIONS. i must be sick.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL TODAY. THANK YOU, A LOT FOR ALL YOUR COMFORT AND LOVE. NOT. INSTEAD YOU MAKE ME FEEL WORSE. WHY DO I EVEN CARE?